Shivered Heartbeat

People always say they will stay and we,the broken one’s, believe all their sugar coated lines just because they helped us fix the broken pieces of our heart. Everything goes fine until one day,out of the blue,they say,”lets end this.” And you have no clue about what went wrong.

You both have been talking for months now. But after that moment ,everything changed.All those waiting hours and late night chats meant nothing now.Because now “Online” never changes to “typing…” . Those single grey ticks which once turned double blue ticks directly ,doesn’t change to double anymore.

You used to smile before ,You smile now and I’m sure you will smile in the future as well . But there’s a huge difference anyone barely knows about.. 

You used to smile for them then. They were the reason behind your untimely giggles because everything they did,all those nuisance,mistakes seemed cute then and even if you were angry with some things ,you barely said a word just because u didn’t want to make them sad. You had promised to keep them happy and no matter what happens you keep your promises.

Now you smile just to avoid being questioned of why you are not doing so,don’t you? Sometimes you smile even brighter when all you actually want to do is shout out loud and cry.But its ok ,time will pass and you will learn the art of faking smiles.And then they will want to look through that fake smile of yours and know about your broken heart. But by that time ,you already would have become too good at it.

 

And I’m sure that when you smile tomorrow ,it will be on yourself of present day for all the idiotic sacrifices you made and for all those hollows dreams you saw that never came true.  

You think too much . You care for them way too much.You thought love is fair,that to love and to be loved is nice. But after all the sufferings your heart endured first time, you forgot that may be , true love can never be found.

After you have faced all their sufferings and has been with them in their lows,they will leave you.They said they would love you till your last breath .. Now you wonder was it their last breath or yours? Because the moment they left a part of your heart breathed its last..

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